My Life

As I was in Fairfield the other night everything there still seemed familiar to me, but distant at the same time, if thats possible. And then for the first time it really hit me that I wont be there in the fall. This summer is the same summer I’ve had for the past few years. Same job, catching up with old friends, while trying to stay close with college friends. Nothing seems out of the ordinary yet; it’s as if my mind has pushed it off until September finally rolls around. I have a tendency to be like that, it didn’t really hit me that I was graduating until about 48 hours before that happened. I don’t know if I go into denial not to get upset or if I subconsciously choose to ignore the realities of my life. Whatever the reason, I could really care less. “Ignorance is bliss” might be an overused cliche, but a damn true one.